Withdrawing

I am preoccupied as of late. I am concerned about my fellow countrymen and the things I have been reading. I really want to tell every one to just stop talking for a moment.

I have a lot of work to do here, and at the farm. Those are the thoughts that should be taking up my time. I am going to have to force myself to do that. I had to withdraw from my friends on facebook, because I knew that if I said anything about the horrible remarks made about (in general) my side of the opinion, I would upset a lot of people. It wasn't so much them as it was the company they keep.

I have been watching the chicks, and enjoy them. The way the little ones punk up to one another cracks me up. It reminds me of Junior high boys. This is what I like. I am not a people person, I have very few friends. But I have always been that way. I don't shun away from people I am just too honest for them, and I know it. But I cherish honesty and do not feel the need to change it.

Turkey vomit is gross. Why on earth must they vomit like that! I know it is a self defense thing and I would not want to eat something that vomits on me. I still might want to kill it out of the shear grossness of it however. Yes, I am changing the subject, that way I don't start ranting.

The turkeys are getting big, soon they can go outside. I am worried though, the rainy season is coming, and with flooding and wetness, turkeys don't like to survive. We are reconstructing he turkey hutches, lifting the little ones off the ground until they are larger. Hopefully this will keep them all alive until butchering time.

One of my husband's clients makes his own soap and beer and some other things. He is retired Navy, a preacher and a biker. Husband said he will ask him if he would teach me how to make soap. I plan on offering him goats milk in exchange. I really would like to actually learn something from another person rather than reading it. I am self taught in too many things, and just once I would love to be a real student. He is on a mission right now, so not sure when I will be able to talk to him.

Now that I think about it, I have an outlet for my pent up temper. I have a couple of blogs that few people read. I can go there and spew my frustration. Maybe.

Skippymom, is all this coherent enough for you. ~wink~

This is how I think, not so much how I write. I can concentrate on one subject at a time. When I feel the need to. But my thought process can be sporadic. I will finish sentences of conversation I had 3 weeks before. Only because I thought of it suddenly. Of course the person I had talked to before, then later has no idea what I am talking about.

I keep my friends on their toes to say the least.

So tomorrow I will push the thought process aside, and go back to my homesteading ways. For today, I just felt the need to ramble. And I appreciate you putting up with it.